Most years I dread this day cause it's the last day of September and that means tomorrow is Christian's Day and the beginning of an emotional month for me and a lot of people I know.
Today, it's like any other day I've had for the last month. Emotions teetering on the brink of tears at any given moment. Today I decided I would sleep in as long as I wanted/needed to and then just take an easy, not rushed, not feeling the need to accomplish anything kind of day.
I do plan to make Christian a cover for my FB pages so I can tell the world that it has been 7 years since he's been gone and that he is still very much loved and missed. I am planning to share his story here on the blog tomorrow as well.
I have made sure that October is full of things to keep me busy. Of course there is the Pregnancy and Infant Loss Awareness month and day vigils/celebrations going on and in the planning.
I am working on a special BL Survivor artwork I hope to unveil within the next week or by the 15th.
I am selling wristbands that say Remembering My Angel and Rest In Hope
I will be participating in CarlyMarie's Capture Your Grief photo challenge for the month.
I will be participating in the Shine Bright: Discover Your Light ecourse
I will be opening an online storefront to sell jewelry, rosary, prayer beads, wristbands, artwork, prints, etc.
I am hoping by keeping myself so busy I have less time to be in my head and more time to be productive and give back. Here's praying that it works. I'm tired of pushing back the tears and trying to keep the anger that sneaks up on me in check. What I really need is a punching bag and a good cry! Anyone have a punching bag I can use?
For more information about the Capture Your Grief project go here.
For more information on the Shine Bright ecourse go here.
If you would like to purchase a wristband go here.
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